In Memory of Johnny.
With all my Love,
mom
O LORD, carry me away from this dark, depressing room.
O LORD, carry me in Your arms.
O LORD, chase away my darkness, with all that You are.
O LORD, I find my strength in the beating of Your heart.
O LORD, ...this picture book of memories and how it used to be.
O LORD, I can't find the answers...
O LORD, all the years gone by - no one to repair the breach.
if I can't heal this broken wound in my sweet sons heart; the one given to me by You...
O LORD, carry me as my heart is broken and in deep pain.
O LORD, still - I can't seem to find the answers.
O LORD, I keep looking up into the stars,
where Johnny loved to dance on the cement,
still trying to find the answers...
O LORD, change my darkness into Spring and
in my weakness let me lean into You - again.
Some spend a lifetime, trying to figure out their dreams.
O LORD, Mine motherhood
All my dreams - again - dashed - another loss...
All my dreams - again - dashed - another loss...
If I can't hold onto this precious gift of a son,
O LORD help me to leave these, my tears in Your precious jar and
find hope in your arms of love.
find hope in your arms of love.
O LORD, now I watch as they toss Johnny's ashes to the sea...
O LORD, my sweet Johnny, his last journey -
like the flowers tossed only to float atop the sea,
like the flowers tossed only to float atop the sea,
...as mommy watches her son drift away to sea.
Rest my son,
In the Arm's of God's Mercy.
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